NEW SHIT

Hey guys! I've moved blogs. It's about that time again.

My history of changing blogs since I was 12:

Xanga- 3 or 4 times
Blogspot- 2 times
Now on TUMBLR!

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Hope you guys arent too annoyed.

Been working on my group's assignment and I'm having so much fun doing it. I hope everyone else will like what I have come up with :)

Btw... I'll be moving blogs real soon!

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its about that time again. You know... time to time or maybe MOST of the time I have these emo talks on my blog. Well you know how I thought today was going to be a good day? Wasn't what I had expected but it wasn't a bad one either. Let's just say I saw a lot of things that I didn't want to see. At least, not just yet. 2009, you have treated me fairly well but for most of it you were up and down- without a doubt. It's heading towards the end of the year and honestly, I don't want to face next year. For one, the world is ending guys, another year passing means a day closer to judgement day. Don't think this is all crazy talk because it's true. Two, I don't want to grow up. More responsibilities and independence- all the things I suck at. Three, next year is when we all part our seperate ways. Insyallah if I manage to pass all my subjects and graduate with a decent CGPA, I know I won't be seeing a lot of the faces I've been seeing for the past year that I've been here in KL. A year sounds so little but sometimes it seems like a lifetime. I had a lifetime with a few of these bunches and I loved almost every part of it and to see it all possibly go away and change would suck big time. I guess that was what made me a bit down and moody today, I already saw some progressive changes.
I understand that ppl come and go and it's something you'd have to get used to throughout your life but it's easier said than done. I can be known as one of the most selfish fucker you'll ever meet and if it were up to me, I'd want a few things to stay forever even if it's inconvenient for the other person. I just want what I want you know?
Be prepared to let go but at the same time why stress myself out when I know nothing of the future?


I hate these days. Don't you?

Goodmorning with Jimmy

Doesn't this song bring back so much memory? I know it does. Summer 2002. It was still one of the greatest memories of my life. :)

I'm really sleepy but after listening to this song I feel like today will be a good day.

Bad govt= Swines

I was about to go to sleep until my sister gave me a small piece of information about her university, UIA. It bothered me and thought you guys should know how messed up our government is.

I'll make it simple.
4 people in UIA died through h1n1
A lot of ppl are currently infected by h1n1
They keep most of the infected students in the SURAU. Why? Because they don't want them to go to the clinic so that UIA won't be closed down so they're doing their our quarantine and treatment.


OK maybe it's not the government, just UIA, but still! UGH!!!! It's soo easy to get sick now because of all these things. First of all the gov should close down all public areas like malls, schools, concerts, clubbing or whatever just for awhile until it's cured. Don't get me wrong... I love these places but if I'm going to get sick every month then fuck that shit.
And freaking Indonesians(im not racist, im half pure indo and fully pissed off), I understand that you don't have money to do your shit but can you do your damn open burning another time. A time when h1n1 is not involved? The shit you pass down to our country is really bad. Our air is filthy. Yesterday and today I saw first first blue sky after a very long time.

I'm just angry because I've been sick 3 times in less than 2 months. My body is pretty weak so at this rate I wouldn't be surprised if I get sick for the 4th time in the next 2 weeks. No energy and no money to be pilling myself with 7 different kind of medications. So ppl please. Spread the word and help a sista out.

T!

Britney Spears much? Can you be anymore original? I mean come on now Heidi, Nude colored outfit and the lipsinging? No wonder no one takes you seriously. You were better off in The Hills when ppl almost gave a shit. Ugh! It annoys me so much how much Spencer changed you into a fucking loser.(for those you follows The Hills, ya'll know what I'm talking about)

Now the juice. Just so ya'll know, I love channel E! We all know that channel E are for nosey ppl who likes to be updated with the latest of the celebs. We we all know Vannessa Hudgens right? Of course we do. Come on, you know? Highschool musical? Well I was never a big fan but I did like her because I think she is really pretty and she never caused much drama except having her naked pictures out on the web. We all knew about that incident but do you guys know about the recent one? Yeap, it happened all over again.

I mean we all know you're dating the hottest male actor out on the scene now and I'm sure he knows you're all his...Why touch yourself?

All these pictures seemed like it was self-taken and at home. Maybe she was heating things up after a break up? Maybe she really does turn herself on? Maybe she planned for these pictures to leak? I really don't know? I don't get it. I honestly feel bad for her. I know I'm contributing by exposing these pics on my blog but I guess I thought it was a good topic to talk about. Clearly, lesson not learnt!

I had a discussion with a friend about this and he said that she deserved it and it's common amound celebs. 1. Yeah, she didn't learn her lesson but regardless of anything, doesn't mean she deserved it. 2. Celebrity or not, we are all human. No one gives a fuck whether its common or not. It's just not right.


Girls, you are sexy and you don't need a naked photo to remind yourselves that you're sexy.
Girls, there are evil bitches out there that are out to get you. Becareful!
Girls, just don't take these kind of photos or record yourselves. JUST DON'T!

Never Ever

"If he don't love you by now, he will never ever love you"